wooo n 2008's gone.
so fast..
dosnt even feel like one year has passed haha..

& its been so long. so so long since i've felt like this.

i just realised its been so long since i teared..

HAHAHA .
i have to blog about this
I HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS

* Below content might be disturbing, viewer discretion is adviced.

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say hello to ...

i think thats what i've been suffering from recently.
 its the hols and im supposed to be sleeping early
so hopefully all my horrible pimples'll heal
but.. but...
i just cant seem to fall asleep before 3am every night =(

so my nights have been spent

heh heh..

n then a motorcyclist starts his engine.
i think recently there's this trend to
start ur vehicle's engine as loud as possible or something
n im veryveryvery irritated with it.
sometimes they start it soo loud it wakes me up from my sleep
n im living on the 12th storey!!
its a recent thing huh.
i dont remember all these happening last year.

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man im bored...
i've decided.
im gonna get a job next hols.
a job that dosnt require me to work 5days a week..
or at least not 5days a week for the whole 2months of holidays
the pay must be good.
at least $7 per hour..
no office job..
i dont want to be sitting the whole day
work should start after 11,
working hours not more than 7hrs perday,
i must get to meet people
n i want a uniform...
i miss wearing uniforms...

HAHA STOP DREAMING RUTH!

finally. after many many many projects
altho there's still alot of work to be done during the hols
im enjoying the freedom
to decide which days I wanna work
n which days I wanna catch up with important people

so 3June
was SENTOSA with 1B01

but before that..

after the water talk,
most of my time was spent with these girls
& Lens Tim n weijie aka DAVE (haha!) x)
cos the rest were tanning n i already got burnt in the water

we spent 45min deciding whether to go for the 4D thingy
n decided not to in the end lol.
so it was dinner n talking at Delifrance
n tram rides
hehe..

was.. alright lessons're so much more interesting  apart from IT =.= our first lesson on powerpoint was alright.. its not the normal powerpoint. its the kind u can edit pictures with. so i think its quite interesting  but from next week onwards its gon be photoshop n movie-making n stuff like that. ugh. i think im not gon be able to understand more than 3/4 the lesson >.< n each lesson lasting 4hrs straight dosnt help at all  ohh n if u were wondering why psychology students have to learn all these irritating IT stuff, its for presentations. yucky yucky.
ohh n btw, each of my other lesson lasts 2hrs each. means the lecturers preach for 2hrs straight without breaks inbetween. n its really killing me cos if u all know me well enough, back in commonwealth i've to go to the toilet every 1-2 periods. its either i have a really tiny bladder or i drink too much water. lol. but my new classmates here almost never ever have the urge to go toilet. so no one ever asks for toilet breaks. so i dont know if i can go during lessons or if i should wait for each lesson to be over before i go =X

man... talking bout commonwealth... i really miss it...  
i feel i have to grow up so fast here in NP. teachers dont tell u what to do anymore.. sometimes they dont even tell u what homework u have... neither do they answer ur questions... they ask u questions back. which may get abit irritating sometimes.they give u the whole half year's agenda so u have to plan when to do what so u hand it up on time.. man.. its so scary >.< im so scared i miss announcements they put up on the website we're supposed to visit everyday.. then i'll do something stupid like go to school when they suddenly for some reason cancel class. haha. altho i think that'll almost never happen. cancelling class suddenly i mean.
plus my class's a lil weird. more than 1/2 reach class 15-20 min before class starts lol.

alright. there're nice thing happening too. my class's friendly  n im so thankful for that. nice, decent people too.  for now that is. dont know if they'll start bitching in afew months time. >.< hope not.

there's this girl in my class.. that looks like... u know that.. city harvest pastor? the woman one? i forgot her name. haha but yea. this girl n that pastor, they look soo similar. n one of my lecturers look like mr leong x) really lol. he has this .. disorder too. i mean.. like.. mr leong has an extra finger right?? he's deaf in his left ear. lols.
ok im thinking of getting their photos n putting it up on my blog to do a compare contrast thing already haha.

hmm... actually there're more .. interesting things happening in school... like... my CCA. haha. but no time's not ripe im not revealing it yet.. hehehe. so until my next post... happy guessing

hmmm... so... school's starting the day after tomo. yay!  
its so weird cos i've been so so free for the past few months then just when school's about to start my entire week before that is packed. haha.
anyway, im so happy im going to be busy again! hehe... i think im going to enjoy lessons alot more than before  we had something like an introduction to psychology yesterday n it was really really fun  alot of experiment exercises. i like!  all the stuff we're supposed to know're so.. interesting. so it makes it much much easier to absorb  actually it reminds me of adam khoo haha. yea its that fun. ohh n all the lecturers seem like very nice people too!  wee~ im so happy im so glad

last last night before i fell asleep i was playing with my phone's calender, going to random dates just for fun.. i realised i'll be 20 years old by 20 July 2011. this makes me so sad  makes me feel so old. i dont want i dont want...  i remember myself wondering as a kid how i'd be like with im 16, 17. haha. like how i'd look like... how tall i'd be.. >< what i'd be doing.. hmmm..... ...  hehe. turned out... appearance wise... dint change much i guess. daddy told me "primary 1 picture n now, still look the same." hehehe. neither did i grow alot taller since primary school >.< 
sad as i am being so old , i love my life now   i miss the innocence of my younger days but... i wont give up what i have now to go back to then.  i havnt done anything i regret too much anyway. hehe.
yuck. im starting to sound emo ><

well on a ... funnier note, i realised two nights ago im starting to drool in my sleep (again?) hahaha. cos from what i kno babies drool. haha.
ohh n talking bout sleep, i've been a loser sleeping with the "moon light" on this few nights. ever since i watched The Orphanage >.< ugh. i cant believe myself. i've never been so scared after a horrer movie before. really! >.< even shutter. i slept so soundly after that.

okaee thats all for this entry. haha i know its weird to end so suddenly but i've a call so BYEBYE