Does absence,

make the heart grow fonder .. ?

First of all,

I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!!!!!    

HAHAHA !

*bounce bounce*

hah! yeh it might not sound like anything much

but it means alot ok !

after allll that preparation ,

i thot it was impossible to pass cos the examiner was really an EVIL (n obiang) MAMA !

BUT I PASSED! WOOHOO ANYWAY!! :D

#2.

i've got my braces already! :D

n it REALLY isnt that bad at all!

in fact it isnt the least pain unless i bite on hard stuff!

n the pain dosnt last 2 months like some what people have told me. TSK.

its only been a week since i put on my braces n im eating normally already!

haha.

im soso happy i dint listen to those wuses who said braces hurt alot XD 

im lovin' my blue braces! :D

#3

yesterday was the last day of HMS FOC 2009

  meet the newbies! :D

(i had to crop my face from all these pics i took with them cos my eyes looked REALLY horrible that morning >.< )

All from WALLA! :D

Im glad they enjoyed the camp.

a lil sad they took abit more than awhile to warm up to each other,

but not too late nevertheless! (:

yup! all in all, camp was great ! :D

and  and ,

campfire was the BOMBXZXZXZ!!!! :D :D :D

HAHAHA!

was a pity another camp was having their lights out at 1230 (SO EARLY!)

so we had to stop partying by then too :(

yea thats obviously not my mouth.
but im not looking much better when i smile widely.
i just pulled a baby tooth thats in the position such that when i smile with my teeth showing, there's an obvious gap :(
how sad right... :(
n i realised i've this tendency to smile widely when i talk.
almost regardless of what im talking.
so.... im contemplating wearing a surgical mask.
HAHAHA
until i put on my braces.
the dentist says the gap's supposed to be less obvious then.
I HOPE ITS TRUE!

ok im off to eat mushy fooodd....
(2nd most painful thing of wearing braces)

HAHAHA
IM SOO HAPPY!!!
*jumps around excitedly on a pogo stick*
:D :D :D
FINALLY
after days of talking like a mad girl to my notes
cramming and killing afew pathetic brain cells,
giving frustrated screams every now and then that almost gave
my parents heart attacks

ITS GONNA BE MY LAST PAPER TOMORROW!!!!!!

WOOHOOO!!!!

*waves pompoms excitedly*

:D

so many things to do after the paper

                                  do my HAIR                                                 
                                                                                                          ZENG'S B I R T H D A Y :D

         visit the D E N T I S T                                S H O P P I N G 

I dont know why,
I've been seeing & hearing alot about spousal abuse these days.

from friends, on the radio, on posters at busstops..

and today the moment I signed in to MSN,
I saw this on my Windows Live Today.

But this one I couldnt help but go.. HAHA..?
How horrible of Chris to increase the size of Rihanna's forehead XD

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But ok seriously.
I get really angry whenever I hear about guys abusing their other half.
Even angrier when the girls just submit to the abuse and suffer in silence.
They go sobbing to their girlies and wail bout how they cant bring themselves to do anything cos they love the guy too much.
AND THEN,
that WUSE apologises and everything's sweet and happy once again.

TSK

I dont see how you can live with someone, or even be in a relationship with someone who treats you with even less respect he has for a cockroach

I do not see why you choose to cover up his actions

I do not see whats there to love in a guy who sees you as weak and only there to satisfy his EGO.

I dont see why you dont see a VIOLENT SCHIZO when he showers you with love and gifts one minute, and slaps and pinches the next

c'mon at least hit him back! defend urself!

well ok if u're like really weak physically, then get some spray...
even purfume works.
they blind the eyes then you can hit him with all you've got.

And no. im not just talking about physical abuse. Verbal abuse can be just as damaging. If not worse since it affects the mind. LEAVE THE GUY. PROTECT URSELF. before he reduces you to a nutcase.

If you find it really impossible to let go of all the happy memories, then keep it.
BUT dont make the happy past a reason for you to stay and get abused.

c'mon girls. you know you arnt illiterate. read the signs that tell you to leave.

FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS GIRLIES!

haha this is all so ironic. its VALENTINES tomo and im doing this entry on spousal abuse.

or maybe, mark this valentines by standing up for urself. :D

anyway, HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE !! :D woohoo! :D
<3

haha i try hard to keep my promises!
Just that IP + essays + portfolios + other stuff have been keeping me toooo busy to blog! REALLY! Im not giving excuses.
Well many things have happened between now n since i last blogged. But nah shant harp on bout how all those things robbed me of a proper Christmas, new year n life for the past few months.
Only those close enough'll kno (: (:

ohh but i just wanna say this

all u airheads out there who think poly life's easy, pluck off all ur eyelashes and shave ur eyebrows now. We poly people've got our our own share of stress and work too alright. Tsk. So stop being irritating.

(:

On a happier note, this year's CHEENA NEW YEAR'S one of the best so far! Haha! Cos i feel my ang bao's money's put to very good use! Instead of going into the bank n waiting to be spent on shopping sprees/day outs, they're going into my BRACES FUND! Haha! Yeap. Im serious bout getting braces. Hopefully by this coming June (: so anyone out there who wanna be a friend, feel free to donate generously! ^-^ LOL.

Anw, now that overly stressful + crazy + insane + mental-illness-drivable + may-ur-pimples-pop like crazy week is overrr, Im a lil less stressed :D tho there's still work to be done. But meanwhile, im working on a lil something  that i don't feel is safe to reveal here on the www hehe. altho i know only a few handful visit this site. (yea its a few handful. A handful's too little.)

I'll update soon! Promise! For now goodnight everyone!

oh and,

HAPPY BELATED CNY! I HOPE EVERYONE EATS TILL THEIR JAWS ACHE JUST LIKE ME!

i just gave myself a manicure!  
n i think its pretty pretty! haha!  
but as i was trying to plug my adaptor to charge my laptop i had to do it without fingers.
i think i took like 5min just to do that.
im so grateful for fingers!! haha.

oh yea relax im not here to talk bout fingers LOL

im talking a break. part 2 from CRAZY SCHOOL WORK.
(break part 1 was manicure XD)
n i thot maybe i should think start thinking bout my new year's resolutions.
so here they are (as they come to mind)

#1 Learn to cook 2 simple dishes! 
     i shall start with rice
i think its pretty important.. so i should really start soon. haha

#2 Lead a healthier lifestyle
     i havnt really exercised since... the last PE lesson in sec4.
n thats about..... 1.5 years ago OMG.  
i promise i'll go swimming soon.
oh healthy lifestyle would also include eating more fruits.

#3 Be a nicer friend
      I think i havnt really been a nice friend..
i've been receiving alot but not really giving...
i should, i kno.

#4 Get a job during holidays, earn enough to make braces!
(altho i kno daddy'll offer to pay for me once i get it. i'll just be a useful daughter n pay .. 1/4? LOL.)
haha ya! i really want braces!
i keep thinking my teeth're growing out of their assigned gum space more and more everyday!
n its quite sad.
i HAVE to get them corrected!

#5 hmm.. let it be.. to update my blog more!! haha! 
       then maybe those scary dreams of this person called careless whispering into my ear everynight "update me.... update me..." will stop.
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HAHA! nah! nonsense! i never had any dream like that
infact i never felt guilty not updating this space  HAH!

ok i think im done!
time to hit the sack!
shall continue with work in the bus tomo! haha!
GOODNIGHT ALL THE BODIES!